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The private posts will not be much really… some regular like posts, some extra pics, maybe some rants etc… but mostly stuff that I would like to keep semi-private but still want to share with those that read my blog on a regular basis etc…
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The walk a few hours ago felt so good that I needed to go for another walk with Simon and the kids… again it was short walk but again it felt so good…
This time however I had contrax coming every few minutes… Not really painful but mildly uncomfortable… when we got back Simon proposed a fire in the back yard… contrax keep on coming but not regular and not too strong… just more gearing up I guess…
So I just came in, the kids are in the bath and my clothes and skin smell like smoke and the fresh fall air…
I just got back from taking a short walk… nothing much, just to the depanneur and then back around the block… The air is crisp and cool, a real fall day… there are no more leaves ont he trees and the air is full or the smell of fireplaces burning wood…
I love the fall and I love the cool air… not too cold like it can be in January… but when you can fill your lungs with fresh air and sweet smells…
Though it wasn’t a long walk, it seemed to refresh my whole body…
I love days like this…
I have to admit that I am officially tired of being pregnant. This pregnancy was pretty easy up to a few weeks ago when my pelvis started to really hurt. I was tired and got tired quickly and I had sciatic nerve problems but the Chiro helped with that…
If it wasn’t for this Pelvis pain I would be OK… still tired maybe but not as much as now… The worst times for me is when I am laying down, so the bed actually looks like my enemy… I can’t sleep because I hurt too much, I can’t twist and turn because the pain is excruciating… So I stay in the same position all night and just doze lightly… when I need to finally move I have to go really slowly onto my back… I can’t roll because my pelvis is locked into place so I have to lift myself up a bit to turn and then once I am on back I have to release all of my muscles and wait until I hear a big pop in my pelvis and then I can finish turning or get up… of course the first minutes up are so hard also…
My mom is going to be giving me her old couch soon and a big arm chair… it was supposed to be here this weekend but it didn’t happen… but if I am still pregnant when we get it I think I will be sleeping in that for the rest of the time…
Also, since Thursday or Friday the baby is in weird positions nd I haven’t had as many contrax… it doesn’t move much but when it does it changes position… sometimes it’s back is on the left, sometimes on the right, sometimes even posterior for a while and often it is oblique and resting its head on either side of my hip… I thought it had started to engage for a while but it doesn’t seem to have happened now and it is just turning and turning and I don’t think that I will go into labour soon, but really… I just don’t know…
Really.. I am just tired of being pregnant, I can’t wait to hold the new babe in my arms… I can’t wait for Simon to be home with us so that we can all take the time to relax and recuperate. I hope so much that this pain will stop after the babe is born… I need to be able to lay down again and relax my body instead of being in pain…
I know perfectly well that the babe will come when the babe is ready and there is no way that I would risk rushing it… but the last weeks are hard…