PPD…. (and breastfeeding…. or lack of)

I have encountered many people lately that have suffered greatly from PPD (post partum Depression) A running theme that I have often encountered is that many of the Moms are not breastfeeding and have never breastfed, or tried and it didn’t work out for whatever reason (informed or uninformed) …
I believe that PPD is very real and that it is something that many women go through… However, I also believe that it is diagnosed too much and that medication is given when it is not always the best answer… However, there is something else that I am starting to believe more and more…
When our child is born the natural thing is to breastfeed (Formula is not natural no debate could convince me otherwise) when a women doesn’t breastfeed however, the body stops producing the hormones to make milk….(milk production is activated by demand which then makes the body produce hormones which develops the milk) Anyways, when these hormones are no longer in production the body actually think that the baby has died which makes the body in question start the process to become pregnant again…
If your body believes that your offspring has died wouldn’t the logical conclusion be that sometimes the body reacts negatively chemically and therefore not breastfeeding could be a cause of PPD?
Another thing is that breastfeeding helps create a very strong bond between Mom and baby. This is why Breastfeeding is one of the fundamentals in Attachment Parenting. Couldn’t it also be that this lack of bonding that is often a cause of PPD also come from the lack of not breastfeeding?
I do completely understand that PPD is a medical condition that can stem from many reasons or even no reason at all but I really believe that the lack of breastfeeding can often have a lot to do with it…

Simon’s on Vacation!

The week is over and I am starting to feel better though I still don’t want to eat much of anything… Simon had his last day of work today and is home for the next 3 weeks!! YEAH! I really want to take this time to get some alone time…. I usually don’t feel I need it but at the moment I really do… I just want to go have a coffee alone and read a book or something… something that I haven’t done in so long and miss terribly at the moment…
There are also a few things that I would love to do…

  • Go to the Beach
  • Go to the Science Museum in Ottawa and take a train ride
  • Go to Upper Canada Village
  • Go to La Ronde (amusment park)
  • Go to see my Dad up north
  • Go Garage Saleing with Natalie
  • Go out for Supper with Isabelle (the first time we would see each other without kids)

Hopefully we will do most of these and more!

Food Poisoning….yuck!

Saturday, DH the kids and I went for a car ride along the Richelieu (a river that runs near my house) and we went to my old family Cabin now owned my my uncle…. I hadn’t seen my uncle in years and he didn’t even recognize me right away and it was a little awkward at first but after a few minutes it got a lot cozier and it was really fun…
He brought us out on the boat and we sat and talked while the kids ran (and crawled) around…
On the way back home we decided to grab something to eat (St-hubert’s chicken) and stop at my MIL’s house to eat it… we stayed there for a few hours and then decided to make our way back home…
When we got home I came on the computer a bit and then made my way upstairs and I realized that I felt a bit dizzy… I watched a bit of TV with DH and then we decided to go to bed… I was still feeling a bitdizzy and then I started to have cramps and my stomach felt really hard… Then came the nausea and all of the other fun stuff… DH also had the same….
We are pretty sure it was food poisoning…
Yesterday was awful… I can’t describe it in any other way then that… AWFUL….
Today I feel weak but better… thank goodness… I couldn’t have stayed alone with the kids if I was still feeling like I did yesterday…

Colin’s walking!!!

Colin has been taking a few steps here and there for the last few weeks but hadn’t really started to walk and really didn’t have any confidence to do so… Today however, he got the courage and started to really walk…
Sometimes I forget that he is growing up and is not the same little baby that I brought home almost 10 months ago… (10 months tomorrow!)
He is changing and growing so much that everyday he amazes me!!

Click here to see Colin Walking!

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