I have so many things I want to get done, so many projects I want to do but I can’t seem to get up and actually do any of them. I feel lazy and well… Blah…. and everything is suffering.
My sanity, because we are all feeling boxed in. My house, because I haven’t been keeping up. Our health, because I have been resorting to easy meals and not enough fresh veggies. And the blog, because I have feel like I have nothing to say because I have been not doing anything…
Of course it doesn’t help that I have had a sinusitis for the last 3-4 weeks and it feels like my head is about explode at any time. I haven’t had one this bad in years, but this morning I feel a bit of a change and less pressure so hopefully it is finally at the tail end. But can can that be my excuse.. partly yes but really no…. It is harder to do things when I feel in such a way, but if can if I push myself to do it.
The problem is that I don’t push myself.
So today is Saturday and I have tons of plans ahead for the weekend and I am going to get things done.
We had taken a lot of toys out of storage to take pictures of and sell or donate but now though I took some pictures, I am not done and now they are mostly just taking up space in my sewing room and making me feel weighted down. So I think I am going to put everything back into storage for a while until the holidays are over. It doesn’t help toward the clutter for now, but it will help with my mood and with my sanity. I would also love to get some sewing done before the holidays but with the toys around I want to avoid the room instead of being creative in it.
My big plan this weekend is to also tackle the kitchen. With Simon home, we can load the donations into the car immediately and then bring them before the end of the day or tomorrow.
When will I learn that not doing something and ignoring it doesn’t make it go away… it just makes it worse…