ttc….
(Trying to Conceive) for those who may not know what that means 😉
Over the last few months, since I got my cycles back we have been ttc but without really ttc… just having the attitude… “Hey if it happens, it happens”… it hasn’t happened…
I have been taking my temp every morning, something that I do while ttc or not… so I have been really seeing my cycles and the last two cycles I have started getting sad when AF (Aunt Flo) arrived… I think I really want it now… I would love to have another baby… I miss having a newborn and I really do love the age difference between the boys… if I got pregnant this cycle there would be exactly the same difference in age between them….
It is crazy when this feeling hits… the need and want to be pregnant again, to have a new child, it completely consumes you…
The same happened to me when I was ttc Colin… it took ten months and each month I thought about it more and more… until this feeling came and then I thought about it everyday… I was ready… and I was ready now! It took two cycles after that and I conceived Colin.
It has hit me again…. I really want another now, For the first time in a long time I calculated when the child would be born if I had concieved last cycle. It would have been a Halloween baby… I was sad that I got AF, I was surprised that my LP was very short…
I really want to have the feeling of a little one in me again.
My family i not done growing yet….
I still have a lot more love to give….
