Well… I am still pregnant….
I really thought that the other day would have been the day but no…. I went to bed and the contrax continued and then faded away into the night… the babe also moved back into an ROA position…
Xavier is a bit sick and I am not feeling well wither so I convinced Simon to stay home with me yesterday… and again today…
During the night some really weird feeling contractions woke me up quite a few times.. they didn’t hurt at all but my whole body shook before it came and then tightened… though it wasn’t painful, it was distracting enough to wake me up… and this morning the babe was back LOA…
I have a feeling that he or she is looking for the way out but like the boys just can’t find the way into my pelvis and can’t engage…
So I have been spending time on the birth ball as much as I can… trying to open my pelvis as much as I can…
Hopefully it will work soon…
It won’t be long now!
Ughhh…I’m with you and could have written almost the exact same thing…though last night what kept me up were horrible upsetting nightmares about Gage being hurt or killed. I was so upset this morning I almost threw up and now I have heartburn that could kill. I’m thinking of tying pillows to the back of the toilet and sleeping sitting on it backwards, LOL.
Hi! I check your blog frequently and have learned so much from your insights and “rants”! I (like so many others) first met you on BBC and I wanted to thank you for inspiring me to make the final effort to learn to BF with my baby! I realize you have no actual knowledge that you were inspirational to me but you have helped at least one person (me!) push past her own fears and doubts to make the leap from pumping to breast… thank you 🙂 It is probably the one thing that I am most proud of- that although my body failed my baby during pregnancy, it did not fail my baby after! You were one of the reasons I began to trust my body again. I can’t wait to read your birth story!!!
I hope you and Xavier feel better soon, I am sending you “baby goes into the right position” and “no back labour vibes”