Well, I am now in one of those moods…. I fell asleep in front of a movie last night and then went to bed and didn’t sleep at all through the night… I had to go to the bathroom often and each time I went I started to cry because the pain in my pelvis was killing me… this morning Colin came into nurse and got up extra early and Simon, the amazing guy he is got up with the boys… At one point I couldn’t be in bed anymore, I was in so much pain, my sciatic nerve was acting up and the pain was radiating down to my ankle so I called Simon to come and massage my back a bit…

I am tired of being pregnant… I can’t walk too much without paying for it later so I spend my days on my birth ball and in my chair..

I am 41 weeks… so at most another weeks or two I guess….I just have to keep on playing it over and over in my head… soon… it will be soon…