Last weekend I spotted a bit…. it was the kind of spotting that reminded me of the implantation bleeding that I have gotten with each pregnancy (except the loss)…
On wednesday morning I woke up and took my temp like every morning and realized that it had been 4 days since the spotting… (with the boys I had gotten a positive test a few days after implantation) and because I had a test in the drawer in the bathroom I decided to “just see” and a line stared back at me…
Almost a week later and I am still in shock… I told two friends that day (and Simon) but I haven’t said anything to anyone yet IRL besides them…
This is the first time that we haven’t shared the news quickly and honestly I have been avoiding writing here because this blog is so much like a journal to me, but sharing is scary in a way because I am a bit afraid to get too attached, and the more I share with those who know me the more real it gets… I guess it just needs some time to sink in…and I need to just believe that things will work out…
So my EDD has been pushed back about 6 weeks from early Dec to mid Jan…
I wonder when the shock will wear off… hopefully before then…
Crossing my fingers and toes for you, and wishing you lots of sticky baby dust that this one’s a healthy one you’ll meet in 9 months’ time!
here’s to a gentle mind and body and a safe journey for you and your new little light.
I finally feel like mine is real – mainly because we heard the HB a few days ago. Before that… I don’t know. Sometimes I’d feel like telling people who asked, “Are you pregnant?” “Well… I got a positive pregnancy test.” because that’s what it felt like to me. Just a positive test… not necessarily real yet.
It’s not easy *hugs*
So happy for you!! The due date will be around the babies’ birthday(I conceived may 10th of last year). It’s a great time of year!
I’m so happy for you! I’ll be keeping you in my thoughts.
So happy and excited for you! Muah!
Nothing eases the sadness of pregnancy loss quite like a new pregnancy! May things go more smoothly this time!
I know you are both in shock and scared right now…I was too after my loss in November (our second last year) but we got pregnant right after the last loss, and I’m due mid-August…just hit my 3rd trimester today! So, I’m sending tons of sticky dust and baby vibes at you! Thanks for sharing your wonderful news! Congrats!
Congrats to you! We had an early loss the month before this most recent baby “stuck”. He was just born last week, guess we won’t be pregnant together this time around but congrats again!