Wow… I can’t believe it but I am going into the second trimester this week… The weeks just seem to be going by this time so fast…

I really want to do more updates in this pregnancy, so I should start now and try to make it a habit. I love that I did it wil Khéna and I am able to go back and look at it now this time and see where I was physically, and emotionally last time…

Things are good, I was bloated in the first weeks and then it subsided but now it is coming back but it isn’t bloating anymore… I can feel my Uterus just past the pubic bone and I was able to hear the HB again and count the beats per minute giving me 176… really fast little heart…I am trying not to get my hopes up with that old wives take that girls HB’s are faster than boys… I remember though that Xavier’s and Colin’s were in the 130 range but I just looked back at with Khéna and he was in the 150-160 range… So it didn’t work for him…

I still haven’t told many people yet and haven’t felt the overwhelming need to… I asked Simon to wait until he is back from vaccation to share the news at work so they will know in August and he would rather tell his family before telling his work, so I guess they will find out sometime soon…

I am not too sure when I will tell the rest of my family… but most of my friends now know

What is the most amazing thing though and one of my favourite parts of pregnancy is that I am starting to feel a few flutters… just tiny little butterfly wing movements  at the exact same place each time… It is an amazing feeling and that along with having heard the heartbeat makes me  feel more comfortable with the idea that we will be having a fourth…