Yes, I have been avoiding writing again. It is not that I don’t have tons of blog posts floating around in my brain, and it isn’t that I don’t ever have time to sit down and write, it is just because when I do sit down, the words simply don’t come out.
I feel like I am at a standstill right now. The house is still for sale, our plans are still active but nothing is going forward. I should be advertising the house more but I just haven’t for some reason. There are tons of homes for sale in my area and not many are being sold so I don’t think that it is just our house that is not selling at the moment.
Since things a not moving I decided that it would be nice to plant a few things in the garden and get the pool ready and just keep the normal rhythm and accept that we might have to leave it behind if it comes to that. With those things done it finally feels like summer is here, and that means that we are out enjoying the weather and doing things outside more. I have feeling down lately, so hopefully, thing are going to change a bit.
Another big thing for me is that I have finally touched up my CV. It is so hard to plan out a CV when I have spent the last ten years as a full time mom. What do you write? And yes, I am talking about a CV. I have a degree and I really do love being with people so instead of it just being Simon looking out for jobs, I thought it might be a good idea to do the same and whoever can get the best salary will be the working parent while the other stays with the kids. Though Wilhelmina is still so small, she is big enough that I don’t feel bad leaving her with Simon and the boys for the day, especially of we live in an area where home is close to work and the hours are actually not that long. I also know that Simon would appreciate the time at home also.
It is weird, when things were moving a bit too fast I was panicking and wondering what we would do… Now that things are at a standstill I am still panicking and wondering what we will do…
Hopefully, things will start moving again…
everything happens for a reason.
i am sure it will all work out fine!
doing your CV is a great step! waw!