It has been a bit over a year since my dad died and for the last few weeks Xavier has been talking about him more and more… he talks about what they used to do together an what his Pops liked doing… he also remembers the funeral and talks about that also…
A few days ago he asked to have a picture of his Pops to put next to his bed… and we will be doing that soon together…

I still have trouble believing that he is gone. Even though Xavier didn’t get to know him long, I am so happy that he remembers him… It makes me sad that Colin will only remember him through our words and pictures…

I miss him so much…