It has been one of those times that things are just going around in cirles and I feel that I am getting nowhere…

I go swimming, I feel sore so I don’t feel like doing much… we don’t get outside,  the house gets messier and I feel guilty of not doing things…really though, I shouldn’t feel guilty… my body needs to get used to swimming again because I want to make it a habit for the future as it was before… the soreness will go… I just have to give my body time to adjust…. the house might be a bit messy but it is not dirty and honestly it is not that bad… it just looks like I have kids…

I do feel guilty that we haven’t been going outside much though…but again, I am sore and we are missing a few things for the weather…

Spring is arriving and I am still in winter mode… rain boots and lighter coats have been outgrown so I need to figure out what is needed now… at least I have three boys…

The front yard is in the shade… so we still have a mountain of snow and Ice about 6 feet high at its summit… the back yard is starting to look like spring though and my heart keeps skipping a beat when I look at the pool melting… for now the water level looks high from where I am looking… which is a good sign… hopefully there will be no tears in the liner this year as there has been the last two years…

The snow in back has melted so quickly.. I realized that I need to get the garden planned and start some plants for when it will be ready… sooner than I think…

It just feel weird sometimes, to look outside and realize that another winter is over, another summer is coming and the circle continues even though we are still…